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october 1: a retrospective

Thursday, October 1st, 2009

I’m trying to not think about how far away Starbucks is and how badly I want a Pumpkin Spice Latte, so I started reading back through this blog’s archives and my LiveJournal archives.

October is, perhaps, my favorite month. It’s firmly in fall and has all of fall’s best features. It’s gorgeous to look at and the weather is fantastic. Plus, there’s Halloween, which I love, and my birthday (also on Halloween).

30 days from now, I will turn 31. That number sort of hit me yesterday. I remember talking to a friend last year about turning 30 and she mentioned being totally cool with 30, but 31 kind of got her because she could officially say that she was in her Thirties. 30 sounds kind of cute and grown up. 31 is suddenly, “Oh, this shit is real, huh?”

Anyway, one of the best things that I’ve done in life is to start documenting it on the internet. Honest! I never could commit to a regular diary or journal, but for some reason the internet and I were likethis. Now I can check in with my former self whenever I want.

So, if you like, come check out some past October 1sts with me…
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Friday, May 24th, 2002

I don't want to move back to Oakmont. I'm pretty sure I'm depressed. I just can't believe how sad and useless I've been feeling. The only thing that makes me feel better is when I hold Baby. I can't believe how much joy he can bring me in the midst of so much crap.
On a lighter note, I'm drinking of those new Vanilla Cokes. It's mighty tasty.