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It's becoming very obvious to me now that most of the people that I considered to be good friends of mine are no longer so. I haven't talked to Frank in weeks and when we have spoken things have felt very strained. I don't like talking to Paco because it's not that I don't understand being depressed…I've been there plenty of times but being so full of self-pity and not even trying to recognize that you don't have it so hard really pisses me off. It pisses me off when I feel that way or when anyone else feels that way. Jonah I can still kind of talk to…
I hate the fact that they're so fickle. They don't like me because of BF, having Baby, not being able to drink, and living out here in bumfuck. What a bunch of useless alcoholics. Why do I care?
It's amazing out of all of the people I know Stacey is the only one I can depend on. I want to move out of this city. I want to start over somewhere else.
I hate having my period.
