uhhh….

So Tim and Pete did call me and I did go out and visit with them. Our first stop was to this rather irritating college party in South Oakland's student ghetto. I was there to visit old friend Chris but he was up to his elbows in cocktails and sorostitutes. I did one shot of tequila and when I heard “Nuthin' but a G Thang” blasting from downstairs and 100 white kids singing along, I was more than relieved when everyone in my group decided to leave. I've been in college about five years and I think I've only been to five college parties. I'm simply too old. We went to this kid Joe's house who lives in this apartment building that is notoriously hideous. The thing looks like its about to either fall apart or burst into flames. But it was better than that TRL shit a few streets down. I smoked some stuff for the first time in about 3 years. Needless to say, it didn't take long for me to start giggling hysterically at the screen. Joe had put on Adult Swim, which I had never seen before. It was uproarious from my vantage point. I get the impression that it does alright on its own, too. We sat and giggled for a long time, talking about our days as Music X employees. It brought back a lot of good memories, but it made me feel sad at the same time. I was glad to hear that many people my age are living at home, and for much lamer reasons. I just got dropped off a few minutes ago. These monthly excursions back into youth often make me confused. I suddenly get very insecure, wondering if I'm really missing anything any time I stay at home on a weekend, lamenting my lack of social life and friends. I have fun, and I think it's good for me to get a release sometimes from being a mom and a girlfriend. I definitely don't want to be one of those moms who goes out *too* much.
I'm rambling. But yeah, it was nice to hear about Tim's love woes. He's such a romantic and I get the impression that he's very heartbroken about his ex.
Ah, but what does any of this matter anyway? War gets closer every minute. I hope someday history books describe W. as a madman.

One Response to “uhhh….”

  1. Anonymous Says:

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