rubbing eyes
The baby and I had a very nice sleepy time. We've been listening to Ladysmith Black Mambazo at night and it's very soothing for everyone involved. He kept snuggling up to me and giving me kisses and hugs. mmm, so sweet. And there is absolutely nothing better on this earth than having your baby fall asleep in your arms. I just stared into those big blue eyes of his and watched him drift off to sleep, knowing that he felt completely safe and loved and didn't have a worry in the world. In the background, Ladysmith hummed and prayed for world peace. Sitting there, feeling him breathe, I allowed my thoughts to wander and found myself thinking, “Maybe everything will be okay.” Who knows?
Anyway, enough of that gushy stuff, back to cynicism where I'm comfortable. I've been looking at gory pictures on rotten.com and I just know that I'm going to have nightmares tonight. yay.
uggghhhh I can't think of anything to say right now. hmm…
