anyway…
So we stayed at Flux for a little while until the baby seemed like he was getting really tired. After the short trek home I put the baby to bed and waited for my mom to get back from some bar that she went to with her cousin. The boyfriend and I had been planning on going to either Sauce or the Shadow Lounge, possibly both but I wasn't sure what to do. My cold (which at the time I thought was really bad allergies) was getting worse and the Claritin that I had taken was really starting to make me feel strange. Plus, I wasn't sure when my mom would be home. I told the boyfriend to go ahead without me. Apparently I didn't miss much.
However, Claritin has pseudoephedrine in it and that stuff is just messed up. I had not eaten much at all that day but couldn't bring myself to eat anything. It's a pretty effective appetite suppressant that's used in diet pills. It was also making me really wired. I stayed up until 4:30 watching TV and trying to get tired. It had given me the shakes and my heart was beating pretty fast so I was not feeling too great. The shows that I was watching weren't helping either. I watched some crap on the Discovery Health Channel and then was relegated to whatever random stuff is on in the middle of the night, namely the new season of the Real World (ugh) and 9 1/2 Weeks aka The Dumbest Movie Ever Made.
OH MY GOD. Fuck. Maybe someday the twats that I live with will allow me to finish this journal entry.
