make up your damn mind
You know how a couple of hours ago I said that I was going to take the baby for a walk? Well, right after that it got all cloudy and I thought for sure it was going to start raining. Weatherbug confirmed that rain is in the forecast. However, the clouds have just been sitting there ever since. I know that as soon as I get all packed up and head out, it will start pouring. come on, rain or don't rain. Just quit wasting your time.
grr. weather.
In the meantime, the baby and I had some lunch and I (drumroll) applied for a job over the phone. I'm not going to say much more than that because I don't want to jinx it. But the fact is that the boyfriend and I are BROKE and someone needs to start making some money soon doing something. But I'm going to need support from everyone. Do not let some 9 to 5 take over my life. I want to be a writer. You guys have to keep reminding me of that.
On a completely unrelated note, the skin on my stomach is still substantially fucked up from housing a child for 9 months. In particular, the area around what used to be my bellybutton has a very odd consistency and shape. I poke at it. It frowns at me.
